Is It Really Over?

One of the most painful things u can experience in life is a broken heart.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together-Marily Monroe

Jatuh, Bangun, Tersungkur.(Go away... I'm alright.)

its funny and stupid things in my life.

thank you for backstab on me! thank you so much & hope u enjoy to watch me 'LIKE THIS'!!

U are nothing to me but piece of shit! here are some 'word' dedicate to u, my dear friend.

BASTARD. COWARD. LIAR. FUCKER.

-forgive but never forget-

FREEDOM

let me show you my emotion

tell you how i feel

hear my simple notions

to me they're very real

cant you see they've got it wrong

see their morals high

but it all comes down to one simple fact

in the end we all die

so why cant we be free to do what we please

be free,. get up off our knees

stop this facate, this silly game we play

we set these rules which we cant obey

its not real, this ain't it should be

this cant be life if we must pay a fee

break the chains and throw down the book

give me the change to give back what they took

please take in what i tell you

dont throw it away

from the wisdom of god

is mine for today

u live every hour with a lover by your side

but when morning has come

u still have secrets to hide

so tell me what you're feeling

let me touch your innner soul

the reason im here

is to make you feel whole

so quit your inhibitions

the moral of this world

forgot to think one small point

i'm a boy and you're girl

i said what i have to say

said what make me tick

if you've listened to me throughly

then you and i are quits

i may not have changed the way you think

but at least i've had a try

and i know that i'll have peace of mind

when i die

word by james blunt

to whom it may concern!

FUCK YOU AND THANK YOU -very2 much!

wake up!

naked and run..
its all about our freedom eh?

friend of mine

Lotsa thing playing in mind, thinking and decide.
should or should not take it as a 'YES' or 'NO'.
she was wrong, again and again..
no point even talking and fight about it..
an asshole always end up with thing like 'run away and hide'..
Yep, that's just her and now she's keep writing about life and death, peace and energy..
what happen in other people life if she leave now?.. hold on, who's 'other people'?
none.
I'll stay here to talk with her, just one more night and after that i swear i have to let her go for the sake of her life.. she know her life better than anyone else.. (NO DOUBT!)
if she leave, i wont cry and i wont wasted single day but if she leave, just don't look back.
moving and running in separate way..

In order for something to become clean, something else must become dirty; but you can get everything dirty without getting anything clean.

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.

I cant stop myself from thinking, dreaming and hoping.

Life must go on no matter what. Sigh#