Thursday, September 11, 2008

Oh god of earth and altar, bow down and hear me cry!




arghh..

I woke, he fled, and day brought back my night.

Common sense tells me that we're through but my heart leads me on, my self-esteem depends on you, leave me hanging like a thread, I never asked for anything, but for you to care for me like I cared for you. I guess its hard to tell the truth, what's done is done now
we're through, lets be friends..err, what's a friend to you?
someone that you can say hi to and easy to say goodbye? I've been hurting and playing games for too long.
I am over this I am over you, you were wrong!
It's taken everything to keep the tears from coming forth.. I never want to feel the way I felt the day you said You Don't Care Now! bright sky turn dark.
I know that you have been send here to rip my heart to shreds. I wish I could have known the way you felt before I thought you were the one. how to carry off this pain with me? by hating u as much as i can? u know i cant do that. No, u don't..

Hate to be in love, but it is good to be in love. Ish, i just hate to love someone very badly.. i don't know how to face the reality. Reality between Love and Pain but i swear, i will take it no matter what.. sometime i wonder why its so hard to love me? to care about me? i mean to really care and love.. we love each other everyday. eyes wide open and naked as we came. soul meet soul and live happily together ever after and lasting for ever in heart. am i too dreaming? is there anything bad and wrong with me? YES!

heck, Sweet is love when all is sane

Suddenly i realize, there comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it.


dear love,

You think of me just like a butterfly,
You wanna pin me to your wall so I can never fly.

Just like a flower that you need to dry,
Caught between two books, squeeze me till I die..